Mature

I've to be more mature and understanding from today on wards. I don't want my mother to suffer any more. Jimmy, you've to be strong! & i love you mum!

It's not me.

What's happening? I don't feel like it's me anymore. Ns is really mind fuck! I must stay strong & become stronger! I'm glad that I've found a brother, KAMEN!

Book out 2nd day!

It's the 2nd day of my booking out, everything is the same. Even when i saw potato chips, it's not tempting at all. I'm glad that I've found a brother in my platoon, his name is Kamen. So far we've been doing SOC, IPPT & anything that's tough together. Not forgetting that time when we were doing SOC, he was behind me at the balance beam & i shouted at him ''Eh Agua faster leh!'' But too bad, he's not my buddy. I've a dickhead malay buddy, not really bad, but sometimes tends to be annoying and needs to be smack in the face.