Bad day.

Conversion course from Ultra to BX was a bit rushed, at first i thought that it's gonna be tough for me to pass the Knowledge test & etc.. But it turn out to be quite easy, probably was because i'm concentrate on that time. Driving a BX was much more easier & cooler than ultra because of it's steering and it's a more modern model. Trying to keep myself cool & calm each and every moment. But today i broke my promise to myself, because of my bunk mate. It was simply because of some minor issue like cleaning the fan & he's not holding the cu-bard for me properly. I was so pissed off that i hurl vulgarities at him. I'm feeling a little regret now, wanting to apologize to him. A bad thing about me is i'm always doing things that makes myself regret. I've to keep it up in changing JJ Lee, don't give up.

Ns / Work.

Right now my life only exist work & NS. Monday - Friday Serve NS, Saturday Work & Sunday book in. How long will i survive..

Training to be soldiers.

Training to be soldiers, fight for our land, once in a life, 2 years of our time.. This song never fails to remind me that i'm wasting my 2 years of life in NS! Let's talk more about my posting. My posting was fine, i'm a Armour Tank driver, at least i'm more fortunate than some others which are posted to some security work. My job is to drive a tank & maintain it, sounds easy but it's not, because i'll need to go through 1 month of course for it & hard work! My mates are fine so far, but most of them tends to get on to my nerves most of the time, but I'm trying my very best not to be angsty. Life now was piece of shit, due to NS! Every monday to friday in camp, Saturday book out, work. Sometimes i wonder to myself, how am i gonna survive this?