Matador & M203

Matador & M203 firing was extremely fun and thrilling than expected. Especially Matador, the loud banging sound & impact was fantastic! But i was only able to fire the sub caliber due to my poor result, such a disappointment. Being an assistant was quite scary as the shock wave was extremely huge. All & all, the experience was really once in a life time & wonderful.

Trying hard.

Trying so hard to change myself, yet sometimes people don't accept me. I hate myself so much, I hate this character of mine, I hate this life at this point of time. I have to admit that it's really troubling me, but still, jimmy you must stay strong! :(

GPMG & SAW

Live firing of GPMG & SAW. It has been raining the whole day, it drizzle & stopped. We waited for the cat 1 to end till midnight. Tiring day & long long day. I'm still wondering it to myself, what wrong have i done that made them dislike me so much.

MONEY

Judging by the current state, how to survive with earning 2-3k per month. Thinking hard on what to do in the future..

Last Saturday Night.

Saturday 8th December, supposed to work initially, but ended up going out with Angelina. We went to watch Life Of Pi. Half way through the movie, she was feeling cold, so i offered her a hug. It was awkward at first, but after a while, it was fine. Immediately after the movie, we went to search for food to eat, the food sucks! We had a long long long chat along Singapore river. Thanks for the wonderful chat.