BEGGARS

Police and theif. Last week lost around $20, so was wondering did I spent it, after checking on my accounts, realize that it was stolen. This week left $30 in wallet, another $20 stolen. Hope to catch it soon! Finally cant take it anymore. Broke down and the god damn feeling of Wanting to commit suicide. Took 10 pills at first, after thinking twice, I spit away 5 and swallow 5. Surprisingly, nothing happen. I want a peaceful life.

The Dawn

First day of field camp. Extremely Fatigue, wasn't able to sleep at all last night. Today's training was tiring but fun because of the freedom compared to BMT's. I am a metador gunner + SAR 21, it's no joke carrying & charging with it. It was raining quite heavily & the floor was bloody muddy! Day 3. Currently at forest resting with Norvin and john. I'm carrying SAW, extremely tired. We set out since 5am & started walking till 8am in the forest. The first ambush was hilarious but scary, i fell onto a deep deep vegetarian & it took me sometime to climb out due to the darkness. This mission is called: " The Dawn "