27th July 2014. Sunday A DAY TO REMEMBER.

A day where I first admitted to the hospital. You can fall in love but never ever ever ever fall sick. This feeling is extremely unbearable. Suddenly I peed blood last night and I thought it was fine, but suddenly I kept peeing blood and therefore I went to ktph immediately with my hong. They poke a arm length tube into my penis to clear the blood clot, blood and urine. That was the most painful shit ever and irritating to the max. I was hoping to pull that out, but subsequently, I managed to pee clearer urine after a few bags of pure bloody blood. The doctor suggest to change the tube because it was clotted with blood clot. But I managed to pee myself and therefore I was pardon that time.  Thank god for being here by my side! Please recover asap & i love all my family members deep inside. A day to remember.

18th July 2014

Many many days has past since the day i ORD. Everything is so harsh out in the civilization. I told myself to remember every thing that people has done for & made me suffered for. Today, I'm a little emotional, i keep telling myself that i must work hard & prove to others that i'm capable & i'm someone who should not be underestimated. Keep striving & keep going, don't give up Jim! Thank you to all the benefactors around me, my gf , my mum, friends & etc.. I will always remember..